Needing a friend?  It does not matter how far you have gone in sin or how unworthy you may feel, God says that anyone that comes to Him, he will not cast out.  Even more than that, God promises that He will make you  JUST AS IF YOU HAD NEVER SINNED - JUSTIFIED.  No matter what anyone says, God wants to be your dearest friend. Don't delay, trust Jesus to save you today.